Today I just need somewhere to gush about Dallin. I look at our journey and I'm amazed at how far we've come. We survived the jungle of high school dating. We've been through a heart surgery, a break up and now his mission.People say love is stronger than fear. But lately I've learned that love is stronger than more than that. Love is stronger than reason. Love is stronger than doubt. Love is stronger than loneliness. Having a long distance relationship in which we can only communicate through e-mail once a week makes no logical sense. There is no reason why I shouldn't be able to just move on. But love pulls me back. No matter how lonely I get, no matter how stressful and confusing it is I can't get away from Dallin because I know that being without him would be worse than anything I've ever experienced. I love him with all of my heart. I don't think I can ever feel about this way about some one else again. Some times I day dream about Dallin. In my dreams we are in a car driving far away. Just the two of us. We leave everything behind us. We just drive and drive and laugh. The sun is shining and he's looking at me with those sincere eyes. Lots of my memories about him have faded. I can't remember what his laugh sounds like or what he smells like. But I remember those eyes. Always watching. Waiting to see what I'll do next. I love that man!